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Friday, 18 May 2007

worry wart? stressed eric? drama queen? wot could it be...

I've been having this nagging feeling at the back of my mind all week.
It's been one of those weeks.
Like a yo-yo.

Work has been good because it's been busy, i don't really like sitting idle..
My nephew's ill, that's a big worry because he's still little - only 8 months, but he's family that's why it's a worry.. then again, even if he wasn't family i'd still worry.
But they are taking good care of him, even though he's weak and not really as happy and jolly as he normally is, he could bear one or two smiles for his Aunty Nu so that gives me hope that each day he spends at the hospital, means he's on his way to full recovery [Inshallah :) ].

I'm often told that i'm a drama queen right, but there's times when i'm kidding and there's times when im actually worried about something.
The only thing that frustates me, is not knowing exactly what i'm worrying about - maybe it's because there's more than one thing going on that could actually be making me worry.

Hopefully that conclusion makes sense to more than just myself!

I still feel restless.
I can't sleep at night and i'm tired, like dead tired.. but can't seem to fall asleep once i'm in bed.

At this point a vacation is not possible, not even a short one.

So maybe i should be patient and see what happens next?

6 comments:

FU said...

i've learned you cant predict anything

you can't plan life.

it just gets thrown at you and u have to roll with it.

so ur right.. be patient and see what happens next :)

NuRAAN said...
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NuRAAN said...

Fu: that's so true, guess that's y im not much of a planner..
Just hoping the uncertainty fades away soon..:)

Saaleha Idrees Bamjee said...

that Fu, he's a wise one. dont let the hair fool you :)

may all be well.

FU said...

about the link?

i use the hyperlink tool... if it doesn't work.. i have no idea my friend!

NuRAAN said...

oh he's wise alright:) either way i still love the hair;)

thanks for the well wishes saaleha, i'm gonna learn to take things in its stride:)